To be calmly unmoved and to move and brush the moved. Or in worship of the indifferent, lovingly cease being.
The remainder of love is a lottery and it's God to me.

[1. days. 2. amuse. 3. not. 4. sober. somewhat divorced you when we were left fucking with my open door or, contrary, closed? (not + sober) - though regardless without question, the point. like a motherfucker, my fault.
cannot stress NOT SOBER NOT SOBER NOT SOBER more]

[But pior, with pen to forehead (and many desperate leaps):
"Some days. From afar but here, I know, will try to amuse, I know, life and exhaustion is no excuse, though will not at all be sober."]

Indeed. We agree.
Excuse you.